Lost my gallop
Good morning guys, For the past while I haven't been myself. Lost my gallop as my Delboy Dad would have said. I've been going through a break up after 2 years and it stings! I loved this woman and still do love her. I always joked with her that I was going to write a book about her called Karmic Result. Honestly though, the dream woman I've always thought of she was it and more. She also brought out a different type of love and affection in me I never knew I had. I messed it up though and I'll have to live with it. Cant thank her enough though for one of the most beautiful experiences in my life. Going to head into celibate monk mode here for a bit and get a grip of my emotions. They are bit f**ked right now. From experience the last thing I want to be doing when feeling like this is self soothing or self gratifying. That just prolongs the pain and healing. Also some selfless service karma yoga in means of tree planting w...