Semen retention attention!

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 Always makes me laugh the amount of attention my semen retention posts get. I'm glad I put them out though as I have had a few deep personal messages from men saying thank you as my posts have really helped them.


Its 10 days today that I have been on semen retention after my breakup and over these 10 days I have been meditating for 15 mins twice a day. I have not given into any desire at all. For me when we are gong through a hard time giving into any type of desire is like letting a demon trojan horse into the mind. Slowly it lets in more and more self gratifications and we carry on with this state of mind going from pleasure to shame and pain.


Like when I think back when I was a drinker, you went out for a few pints with the intention of just a few then home. A few turns into 10, then the cocaine comes out and your partying all night. You then wake up the next day and have a few more drinks just to take the edge of things, order crap food and lie around feeling sorry for yourself continuing to self gratify more and more with the likes of sex or watching porn. Then in the days ahead the moods and downers come, along with a few doctors pills just to get you through the depression.

And this all started with letting that demon desire trojan horse into our minds.


We are responsible for so much of our suffering. I was suffering a couple of weeks ago big time and giving into desire was keeping me trapped in suffering.

Past 10 days though holding onto my masculine energy and meditating twice a day I'm definitely in a much better mindset.

I wish I had of known about this stuff 15 years ago when I went through a breakup that kept me stuck in suffering for well over a year, as it was my self gratifications and the giving into desire that kept stuck in this long cycle of suffering.


When on semen retention and meditating the grounding effects are unreal, you feel very comfortable in your own skin, your not as edgy or anxious. Your more at one with yourself. The body also feels strong and amazing as your holding onto all this life force energy.


From previous experience going on long celibacy periods I always noticed that after about 21 days I started to feel very precious about this semen that I've been saving. Like I wasn't just going to give this stuff away to just anyone or over watching porn.


I always read before that after a few weeks of retention woman are instinctively meant to sense something more attractive from you and come onto you more. I thought this was BS to be honest, but this did happen to me. I had one woman really try and seduce me before. I was like 3 months retaining at the time and no way was I just giving this Chi away in a moment of lust. This was a woman too that not many would turn away. 


You know I always think to myself I have experienced everything this life has to offer, every desire and self gratifications I've got the T-shirt. Family life, businesses, so many relationships, have had more money in the past than I could spend in a lifetime. Although I did spend a fortune alright on drink, drugs, dodgy woman and gambling. 

All this illusion of life has to offer I've been there.


The Buddha never really explains what Nirvana is like, he only left a step by step guide on how to get there for you to see yourself. 

I talk and spread enough of this Buddha Dude stuff everywhere I go. Maybe its time I started living it with devotion.


All the woman come and go but wee betty stays faithful. 


Peace and love 


The Phantom Planter


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